Spinning: "Shake It Off" - Mariah Carey feat. Jermaine Dupri

Fucking Bastard...Dad is really a FUCKING BASTARD...Now i can truely understand why Dad are ranked the lowest compared to mums in the world. Fuck him, screw him....just because Im born with a fucking silver spoon doesnt make me rich. On the physical appearance wise, yeah I may look rich but I am fucking poor. Screw that Bastard.

Just because he pays for everything in this damn home...it makes him so great. He fucking thinks that everyone cannot oppose him. Screw him la...cheeby man...He's a real male chauvinist. Just because he pays the newspaper, he has the rite to take it to work with him and only bring back ard 11plus pm. Absurd rite. Just because he bought the TV and DVD player, he has the rights to watch them first. Wadeva he wans to do he must do it. FUCK rite. Wad kind of Dad is that.

In this house, The Dad is always first. And as spouse and childrens they are secondary stuffs. Fuck him...We are only stuffs. We were never humans.

In his fucking little mind, he thinks that by providing to this fucking family is his duty thats all. Cheeby lah. He say spent alot on us. Fuck man wad did he spent? Cheeby. School fees! Measley $250 allowance that you haf to pay for all your additional transport fees, clothes, food, movies, books and sch stuffs. Screw that bastard la. He thinks he is so darn fucking great. Still dare say he scrimp and save alot for us. When did he buy us a single T-Shirt? When did he bring us out for dinner at a restaurant? Fuck him. Never lor...Still dare have the cheek to say he spent alot. Screw that bastard. Parents always and only know how to give excuses thats all. Thats wad they are good for. Fuck them la...Cheeby parents I have.

I wonder wad my grandparents actually taught him man. If they are here, how I wish they could really teach him a good lesson bout life. If he only cares bout himself, so be it. I dun wan to haf anything to do with that bastard. Right now, I just wanna move out. MOVE OUT. Be it my aunt's place or anywhere. Tot of only moving out by the time I complete uni studies, but now as long as I haf the money I will move out. Screw that bastard. Dun wanna haf anything to do with that bastard. Really screw that fucking shit.

Took back everything I bought for him since its pointless to actually leave it there for him to use right. Will never do that to my mum no matter how much how bad we argued cos I love her alot. Since young I hated that bastard. Never really look-up to him as a fatherly figure. Never once cos the hurt he incurred to me is more than the damn fatherly figure he possess. Im so glad I stick to my beliefs that since young I never like him. Anyway Im immune to wad everyone has to say n think bout it since b4 my grandmother's death they noe that I never like my Dad, no matter ho9w much my mum n grandma voice out. Screw that bastard. Wadeva he do is none of my biz. If he wan to tell others bout it so be it. Cos he never has a place in my heart in the first place. Screw that cheeby bastard.


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 8/21/2005 06:10:00 PM |