Spinning: "Hung Up" - Madonna
Okie...I have been bad...Firstly, I have not been blogging constantly la...Secondly, I have been smoking la...This is real bad la...Audrey's fault or rather myself for being too complusive to think straight. And furthermore, Audrey ask m to help her keep her ciggs, it makes me more tempted to take and smoke. Smoke away all the stress and boredom...At times, I just feel so empty, something and someone is jus missing from my life...And sometimes, I feel rather useless and that I tend to hurt someone when the intention was never there...
All the stress and lack of sleep really drives me to the wall. I cannot take it anymore la...This is just draining all my energy. I barely even have time to go out to shop or to meet my friends la. It just makes me wanna quit working and just fly to Hongkong but Uncle Eric have yet to go there and he has yet to help me settle some stuffs if I was to go to Hongkong. Though I could always turn towards Humphrey but is kinda wierd la...also dun really know Humphrey that well la...But he stays near New Territories where Uncle Eric and Ted stays so I aint so sure. Free lodging so cannot complain much....
Well at least, right now, CRM is pretty busy now. Was so busy doing previous batch DBS report and now startin a new set. Have to complete 130 surveys la within 3 weeks. And guess wad!!!! I have only managed to complete 34 surveys in only 1 week. Now am already in the 4th week and cant wait to just change TEP stopover cos its really too sian down here. Haix...But u know at least the team down here are damn real fun la. Managed to mix well the people down here. Like one big happy family. So darn cool la...TEP is fun to make new friends but it suxs in terms of timetable...
Anyway, guessed wad...I think I have yet to blog down yet. On the 2nd week of TEP, went down to DBS contact centre to have a first hand look. The ladies of the same batch told me that they think I am cute. Haha...can u imagine...feel so "violated" la cos they r using their naked eyes to inspect me from top to toe. Then on friday, had to wear formal, Apple commented that I look like a "frog turn to prince" and not like the show "prince turn to frog" or sth like that la....And just last wk, Audrey and Marilyn tot I looked hot with formal when I turned up like that for work. Pretty erm...I dunno la...like so Diao la...I think they have stamps pasted on their eyes r sth like that. But is pretty nice to hear these kinda stuffs once in a blue moon la...LoLx...
Well, also of thing happen la. Didn't expect Ted to react so strongly to a msg I sent out. Oh man...I dun nid this la...Not that there is anything happening between us 2 anymore but I really got nothing muh to sae la. We shall see how things turn out lor. Not to mention, certain stuffs happen between Noah and I. Have yet to actually worked things out though we are trying to resolve it. Not to mention, his granny was diagnose with cancer. So its pretty much a bad time to talk bout some stuffs. Well and things between Bryan and I? A bit weird too la...Dunno la...so much stuffs happening. I unno wad to sae and wad to do and I dun give a damn right now...just am really too tired of everything. And stupid Kaylen after disappearing too long wanted to meet up with me. Stupid la...
Well, went to watch midnight movie "Just Like Heaven" with Bryan. A pretty cool flick. More like a romantic comedy kind of movie. Sweet and simple. Now am actually waiting to watch more movies since my brother gave me free passes so I can watched any movie any time. LoLx...cool but the tot of going alone really suxs la...But no choice I guessed unless I can find someone....
Another thing that pop out suddenly is my driving lesson. Saturday had my first one. Pretty interesting I must say. And pretty scary. Its just so tough to learn how to drive la. It just feels so weird and manual car r pretty tough to learn. When I lift my foot off the clutch I either accelerate even more or I will also leave my foot off the accelerator and the whole car will just stopped. Scary...not to mention today will also be going for my 2nd driving lesson. Am aticipating but had really little sleep dunno can concentrate on the road or not. Haix...
Man its so boring right now at CRM...feelin xtremely sleepy and not to mention I am cuttin my nails..Thats how a clean freak and vain I am. Bought a nial clipper just now and start snipping away...And La La La La...goin to start work now...
| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 11/07/2005 09:03:00 AM |
