Spinning: "StickWitU" - Pussycat Dolls

ok seriously I am going bonkers...I dun understand people and their emotions. Worst of all, I am fighting my own inner demons. Argh...
I seem to be alive becos something is holding on to me tightly not willing to let me go just yet. Like I said...this whole wk would b another crazy wk for me. And its true la...Had to juggle with work, sch and driving lessons. And its badly affecting my health in terms of the number of hours that I get to sleep. Its so bad and pathetic now considering the fact that my dark rings are gettin visible now as the days go by. Nothing can save my face anymore la. Worst is more and more pimples are just trying their ways to sprout on my face. This is so agitating and agonising.
This week met up with Ted and his friends also of course with Uncle Eric la.
Ted told me alot of stuffs which are meant to be confidential but I told it to someone else. Though its wrong and bad but because that stupid someone accused me for dropping hints and stuffs. Sometimes I just wanna give up and not hang out with them la. I promised to stand by Ted's side as well as this person's side but Im just torn between these 2 people la. What am I supposed to do? Argued with that person over this FUCKED up stuffs. I dun wanna be involved with them anymore. I shall just sit here and ask and do nothing. Neither do I wanna go out with them. I think I like my life now. At least I know that I need some time to be alone now. I nid some rest. Where is the rest? I just fucking bust up alot of people this whole entire week like Kaylen, Eric and Sean. I dun even give them any face la. Life just pretty much suxs...I wanna quit working...But if I do I might not have enough money to buy wadeva I like la. Considerin the fact that I received measley allowance from my parents. Stupid stupid stupid....


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 11/24/2005 09:18:00 AM |