Spinning: "Ride It" - Geri Halliwell

Okie todae wanted to blog alot but look the time now. I shall try my best to blog as much as I can. Okie I have alot of things to buy la. I wanna complie wat happen last yr too. I dunno where to start. Haix...so much things to write but just so little time. Lucky I aint caught in a sticky messy situation like Shariann. Haha....

So see, I was like readin dunno wad mags at the library. It just so inspires me to re-decorate my room la. Okie, I shall dedicate my whole entire 2006 to re-decorate. I shall go to ikea to get some nice stuffs. Go to some zen(ny) shop to get some other kinda stuffs. I mean like u know the one at raffles city. They have pretty nice stuffs. I wan to buy something to put my keys. Something like valet parkin tray. I also wan to buy some jigsaw puzzles. I wan to decorate my room. Put up some pictures. Haha..or else paint my room too. But I think my parents will kill me la. Maybe can suggest since I will be the one payin for all those stuffs. I think I shall get rid of the stupid table in my room too. I mean it looks kinda suxky and so unglam. I wan to get photo frame to hang my photos. Or else do some paper mache board so I can hang all my photos. Oh man...better take some nice pics and have them washed out. So i can pinned them on my walls. Another way to decorate the stupid walls. LoLx...Helped me guys....

Okie...so here it goes...the hard cynical part: A lot has happened in the past year. I’ve stumbled, fallen flat on my face, cried, picked myself up, tripped again, crashed, fought, shed tears, bled blood and through it all - grown older, grown wiser.
I can’t say I like myself a lot more than I did. I can’t say that I’ve become a better person for sure. But what I can say, is that I tried my best to be a better person, a better son, a better brother, a better friend.
Some things changed for the worst. I became disillusioned with human beings. I became cynical and mistrustful. I got burnt, bitched, and backstabbed. It hurt. But it only made me stronger. And perhaps more stubborn towards what I believed in.
It was a year of ups and downs. A crazy roller coaster ride. Lots of big decisions had to be made. Priorities shifted. Battles lost, victories gained. Looking back, this year was quite something. But I have no regrets.
Life gives us battle marks. Each battle mark is tattooed on, a scar unique to only us - not anyone else. These scars may be ugly, but each one hides a story, an experience - and from within, we find a thing of fragile beauty.
I have no regrets.

Get it? Alot of stuffs happen in the past yr. I mean er...alot dunno wad happen to me except Eric. Okie I have picked myself up. I have learned to move on. I feel free. I feel alot better n lighter as time pass. I gotta know Eric even better. Which is good. I gotta do alot of stuffs. I become more independent too. Well at least this yr was not wasted and bum. Less TV and more work. More money too. Haha...And I know i am going to enjoy myself this yr. Its gonna be a laid back yr for me. To you all suckers, nothing can dragged me down again anymore. Hahaha....In ur face mofo...The whole last yr, gotta know alot of peeps and lose alot at the same time. No regrets. We had our fair share of fun and knowin of one another. This yr gonna be good. Gonna be a good boi this time round. Hehe....

Well okie, got loads of stuffs to get b4 Chi New Yr... I also am in a great loss. Dunno wad to do. Couldnt find anything to get in Singapore la. I mean nothing fits la. I dunno am in a super great lost. So much things I wanna get and do. But dunno wad to do sia. I want to get loads of clothes. Am gettin Eric to help me get a few Tees from Hongkong. I want to pass my driving. Yipppeee, Im only like left with Parallel and Vertical Parkin before I can book my drivin test dates. Yipppeeee....


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