Spinning: "Tian Kong" - Jolin Tsai

Okie, time for reflections and self-evaluation.

I have always tot negatively bout myself. I dun even dare to think anything positive bout myself. After wad others sae bout me I have never even bother to give it some tots. I have always and only try to pursue wad I tot was best for me. But ended up hurting myself so much la.

For example, was I ever once a bullimic? I dun wish to noe or find out. Haha...I noe maybe partially yes I was. Im very careful with wad I eat back then but not now. Who do I live for? I dun have a significant someone. I eat wadeva I wan now and to just pile on weights to make myself look good. Dun wanna be the underweight me that I used to be. Back then, everything revovles ard that world that u have to be lean to look nice but now nope. I live for myself. Haha...

And moreover, I just finally realised that I aint that bad myself too now. At least for once, I dun hear too much negative comments of myself anymore. Haha..used to hate the pair of eyes that I have. I dun find them, adorable or wad-so-eva la. Common fess' up..they r just so bloody small. I did even consider havin them pry bigger. Haha..plastic surgery for it but now nope. I have learn to know that my eyes are the biggest assests that I have. Haha...

Was havin lunch with the usual cliques at sch. Suddenly, Kelvin came up to talk to us la. Okie, dun realli know him but he's Cheryl's friend. Suddenly, he said there's ard 3-4 gals think that Im quite gd-lookin. Haha, I muz admit I haf never heard gals sae this bout me at all la. All along, I tot I was like a passer-by to them thats all. Not a charmin looker. But its rather flattering to hear that. Haha...Okie back to the topic. I dunno who those gals r but haha they did make my dae la. They tot my eyes are cute. Cuz they r small and all the more, make me look like a korean. Haha..Its my biggest assests right now to learn to luv them. Haha...Then Erica added in that some of her friends also told her that they think likewise too. Awww...Just blushed in-front of them la. Okie...aint gonna rant too much bout it anymore but Im just pretty glad to erm have received such compliments la. Haha...

PS: Self-Obsessed

| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 3/03/2006 08:21:00 PM |